eluvio | text | un: morning glory

I hope all of you are doing alright after everything that's happened. Our new friends must be in mourning, so let's do our best to respect them and work together to make it easier on them. Even if we are to fall seven times, together, we can stand up eight and help these new crewmates on their feet as well. The Fek seem to have some amount of trust towards myself and my two teammates who visited them back on the planet, Victor and Yuuri, so if you have any questions, don't be afraid to ask us. You know, they're very cute, gentle creatures.

However, in the midst of all of this torment and heartbreak, I'd like to focus on brighter things. We all seem to be arriving from different worlds, dates and times, and Victor had mentioned to me that he was keeping a calendar. If we are able to share our dates like this, I believe we can become closer as a community and offer support towards one another, you know? I support this idea fully, so, I'd like to help out in whatever way that I can, beginning with your birthdays. If you don't mind, please let me know your name and birthday so that we can add it to our calendar. ♪ Fufu, for those of you with more unique calendars, let's discuss a way to translate it so that you won't be left behind. Leave it to me.

I'll also take any holidays that you may know of. If I'm unfamiliar, please explain them to me once I ask. I'm in your care. ♪

By the way, I try to make a daily visit the atrium and have tea. If anyone would like to join me, you can always meet me there in the afternoon. If any of you would become regulars in enjoying tea with me, I would be so happy. ✰ Ah, with all of this hope, my heart might explode, it's beating so fast. Thank you all.

(ooc: For those who don't know, the calendar Victor has been keeping lines up with the RL date, conveniently! For those with birthdays on a different calendar system, you can let me know in brackets if you have a converted date you like, or let Eichi come up with it ICly, it's up to you!)

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What a long way off that is. I hope I can make it long enough to celebrate with him~.

[EICHI]

You talk like that, I might have to start asking about bionics here~.

Fufufu, would you have me half man, half robot, or something like that? How scary. ♪ I don't think my body could take it. Let's avoid unnecessary surgeries.

Then we look forward to seeing you next year, just as you are.

Hehe. Don't get me wrong, I don't intend to die just yet. ♪

Good! I'm hoping not to need to learn about Eluvio's burial rites for some time yet.

Hm, that's right. Don't worry. No matter what, my childhood friend promised he would take care of my funeral. We don't have to worry about a thing.

I don't know that worry is something that listens to such things, but I won't linger on it, either way. I prefer to focus on the living over the ending.

That's how it should be. That's right, don't be like me, who has become desensitized to death completely. Keep on living and reach your goals, like a star. ✰

So desensitized you need to bring it up so that it's as real for others as it is for you?

[Ouch...]

My, it feels as though I'm being accused of something there. I wonder what it is? Well, it would be mean to push it further, wouldn't it? Don't be mean, Victor.

I can respect privacy as well as the next man~!

There is no shame in feeling a fear of death, or embracing it, either way. But I don't believe you are so desensitized to it as you claim, nor would I want you to be. There is more than one of us who continues to fight for a dream of our own, right? Deflecting out of fear is natural. It doesn't mean I'll accept the deflection.

[There's a long pause before he replies.]

As the scion of the Tenshouin family, and the Emperor of Yumenosaki Academy, or at the very least a man who once called himself Emperor, I'm meant to keep my head held high and keep moving forward. Unfortunately, you're right; this fear isn't something I can get rid of, no matter how hard I might try. Even before big performances, I always seclude myself and wrap my arms around my legs, wondering how I'll make it to the end.

Despite that, I always tell myself to move forward and stand up. I perform. Even now, as I appear before people here, it's something of a performance. Even for the sake of appearances, I must hold myself like an Emperor even now, so that I can rise back to that position. I must remain composed. I can't let me weakness and cowardliness show.

( it's interesting, because he knows he can't entirely relate. yet it's because he also knows Yuuri that he can relate more than he would have been able to even six months earlier; the depth and range of his own emotional awareness has grown, taken form from more than his own machinations.

so it is thoughtfully, how he regards Eichi's words. the honesty in them, and the driving need to be what he must. the desire not to be weak; not to be seen as weak or cowardly. pride is important to many, for many reasons. Eichi has described one that is both tied in to family (in a way that Victor truly does not know himself, but can recognise) and into himself. perception matters.

Victor's reminded people of that before, and for the same reason: for the performance of who you are when it comes to an entertainer and athlete on ice. about who you are, when you're simply yourself. )

Both myself and Yuuri consider you to be a friend, Eichi. I respect what you manage and strive for. I'll support that drive, because it's one that speaks to me, too. I'm hard pressed to turn a blind eye toward the people I find interesting. I want to see you succeed.

( to those he doesn't find interesting, he is pleasant, but not over concerned. )

When you want to talk about what you can't show the world, both myself and Yuuri will listen, without finding you weak, and without finding you a coward. You're a brave young man. Without making excuses, in the face of factors none of us may control, know that you are not alone. You don't have to live that way, and you don't have to carry your own burdens without taking a moment to rest. It took me a very long time to understand the same thing.

[No one has ever offered him anything like this before. There were people who stood by his side, of course. Keito, his childhood friend who gave away his own dream to stay by his side instead. Wataru, who he destroyed the reputation of and turned him and his friends into the villains of an entire school— and all he did about it was support him, and played the role of jester to keep him encouraged. The other two members of Fine, who always go out of their way to cheer Eichi on and be there when he falls.

But to actually encourage him to talk about things is different. Maybe it's a culture difference. Or an age difference...?]

The truth is, this face I put on is a bluff. I'm not brave at all. But despite that, I'll move forward... and it's thanks to people like you at my side that I am able to do that. Thank you.

( or perhaps all of the above... )

Moving forward is a bravery in itself, but it's fine to disagree.

Friends are amazing people, aren't they? I've found that to be the case. You're welcome, Eichi.

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