[That's kind of exactly what just happened. Sorry for your lots.
There's a delay before Emil answers. Thinking about what happened to the Aerie still hurts, and he sniffles and puffs a bit first as he gets himself back under control. His voice wavers a bit, but he doesn't sound quite as brittle as he did a second ago.]
Training? Um... I mean... if that was possible I'd be okay with it, but I don't think there are any other weapons here. Everyone I talk to just sounds surprised and kinda curious.
[Which he doesn't mind; it's been refreshing to get to talk to people and connect with them without fear.
But he's not sure how to go about getting control of those instincts. His effort to get ahold of himself last time was about like trying to hold back the ocean with your hands.]
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There's a delay before Emil answers. Thinking about what happened to the Aerie still hurts, and he sniffles and puffs a bit first as he gets himself back under control. His voice wavers a bit, but he doesn't sound quite as brittle as he did a second ago.]
Training? Um... I mean... if that was possible I'd be okay with it, but I don't think there are any other weapons here. Everyone I talk to just sounds surprised and kinda curious.
[Which he doesn't mind; it's been refreshing to get to talk to people and connect with them without fear.
But he's not sure how to go about getting control of those instincts. His effort to get ahold of himself last time was about like trying to hold back the ocean with your hands.]