[A sound one. He doesn't like this place. Doesn't like how it sets with him from the moment he woke up in that horrible medical bay to the 'welcome' video. But he doesn't say this out loud. He's sure Jim knows it, too.
For now he's just trying to keep it together and not panic over things he can't fix on his own. And Jim calling him on that makes his head duck slightly. He stares at the floor a moment and weighs those options. Without Jim, he knows what mess he would be. Jim always gives him a kind of gravitational center when he feels like the world is ending.
But he doesn't want to weigh the man down either. Doesn't stop the words from coming out way too small for a man so forceful in declaring his displeasure on any given day.] When I followed you into space, I knew I could at least call her.
[And didn't that just sum every bit of pain up that he had in his chest right then. The shaken laugh that leaves him is a little on this side of heartbroken. ] Think I really might throw up on you this time...
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For now he's just trying to keep it together and not panic over things he can't fix on his own. And Jim calling him on that makes his head duck slightly. He stares at the floor a moment and weighs those options. Without Jim, he knows what mess he would be. Jim always gives him a kind of gravitational center when he feels like the world is ending.
But he doesn't want to weigh the man down either. Doesn't stop the words from coming out way too small for a man so forceful in declaring his displeasure on any given day.] When I followed you into space, I knew I could at least call her.
[And didn't that just sum every bit of pain up that he had in his chest right then. The shaken laugh that leaves him is a little on this side of heartbroken. ] Think I really might throw up on you this time...