[ It would be so easy to just unload the rest of the clip in Vaas right now. So easy. It's point-blank range. Surely that would be something. Maybe if it didn't kill him, it'd hurt him enough to put him out of commission for a little while. Right? Right????
Goddamn it, Vaas makes him so angry. He doesn't want him to. He doesn't want Vaas to have this kind of power over him but he does and Jason isn't really sure how to stop it from happening. That's annoying. Real fucking annoying. Especially because he doesn't want the whole burden of being angry. He didn't really get this angry before going to Rook. He doesn't know how to shake it, either. He's just so angry about everything that happened to him, to his friends. And he knows it's not all Vaas' fault, but it started with him so it's hard for Jason to let that go.
Maybe he should go talk to someone here. Maybe that'll help him figure out how to sort out his feelings about everything. Gay as shit, but whatever. Might be better than just being fucking pissed all the time. Burying it down isn't going to help. Maybe talking will. Or else he'll probably do something he probably shouldn't.
Jason jerks away from Vaas, nearly swinging a punch to crack his stupid nose. He can see it all go down in his mind's eye, but he doesn't do it. Just stands there burning with rage. ]
Jesus Christ. [ His free hand is lifted and he scrubs the back of it over his forehead as if he could take away that feeling of Vaas' lips. ( It doesn't work. ) ] You're a lunatic.
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Goddamn it, Vaas makes him so angry. He doesn't want him to. He doesn't want Vaas to have this kind of power over him but he does and Jason isn't really sure how to stop it from happening. That's annoying. Real fucking annoying. Especially because he doesn't want the whole burden of being angry. He didn't really get this angry before going to Rook. He doesn't know how to shake it, either. He's just so angry about everything that happened to him, to his friends. And he knows it's not all Vaas' fault, but it started with him so it's hard for Jason to let that go.
Maybe he should go talk to someone here. Maybe that'll help him figure out how to sort out his feelings about everything. Gay as shit, but whatever. Might be better than just being fucking pissed all the time. Burying it down isn't going to help. Maybe talking will. Or else he'll probably do something he probably shouldn't.
Jason jerks away from Vaas, nearly swinging a punch to crack his stupid nose. He can see it all go down in his mind's eye, but he doesn't do it. Just stands there burning with rage. ]
Jesus Christ. [ His free hand is lifted and he scrubs the back of it over his forehead as if he could take away that feeling of Vaas' lips. ( It doesn't work. ) ] You're a lunatic.