[Ichimatsu is not an honest person. He behaves like he hates the very air Karamatsu breathes, and hates it more after he's inhaled it and exhaled it back, like it's toxic and it takes air he could be breathing. He doesn't, really, Karamatsu is just flashy and annoying and visibly confident, all things Ichimatsu wishes, more than anything, that he had the capacity to be, himself. But again, being dishonest and lost and anxious as he was, he didn't know how to say that, either.]
[So he's annoyed, when he turns back to Dorothy on the feed, and he wants to tell her that he isn't, that he's going to watch him, that maybe he'll contact her if something is weird or he gets sick again. Because he doesn't know how to take care of someone, especially not someone he's so determined to act like he hates. But instead he just shrugs, because it's easier to look hateful. People leave you alone if you look hateful, or sick, if you push them away enough. So he makes a first attempt at pushing her away.]
If he can't make it through this he sure isn't gonna last long up here, is he? It's a learning experience.
have some muppet introspection apparently
[So he's annoyed, when he turns back to Dorothy on the feed, and he wants to tell her that he isn't, that he's going to watch him, that maybe he'll contact her if something is weird or he gets sick again. Because he doesn't know how to take care of someone, especially not someone he's so determined to act like he hates. But instead he just shrugs, because it's easier to look hateful. People leave you alone if you look hateful, or sick, if you push them away enough. So he makes a first attempt at pushing her away.]
If he can't make it through this he sure isn't gonna last long up here, is he? It's a learning experience.