[ Karamatsu is happy. He's genuinely relieved and happy that his brother— the one who possibly treats him the very worst— is so willing to assert himself back into Karamatsu's space. With that being said, he suddenly realizes he's, for once, the big brother with Osomatsu not here. That's.. pretty anxiety inducing. What if he messes up? What if Ichimatsu gets hurt? What then would happen? What would he do? He could never forgive himself— not even once. Sure, underneath all of that kindness, there's a pent up ball of passive aggressive behavior and anger. There is bitterness against his family for their verbal and sometimes physical abuse, but he doesn't dare show that to the audience. The world. To those whom he has decided is his stage to perform his play on.
All of these insecurities are hidden behind a gleeful smile, and those could very much be little tears of joy in his eyes, but maybe it's also because his stomach is twisting uncomfortably.
Karamatsu was hardly as confident in himself as he made others believe, but Ichimatsu probably already knew that. ]
Heh. I eagerly await your arrival, then! [ then the feed shuts off. ]
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All of these insecurities are hidden behind a gleeful smile, and those could very much be little tears of joy in his eyes, but maybe it's also because his stomach is twisting uncomfortably.
Karamatsu was hardly as confident in himself as he made others believe, but Ichimatsu probably already knew that. ]
Heh. I eagerly await your arrival, then!
[ then the feed shuts off. ]